well made it thru today, I really dont want to be there, wish I could hit the lottery or something I just dont know what I want I feel so lost and lonely I want my daughter back, I still just can believe this happened I never thought she would go like that, she was a good driver responsible, never fooled around, just was in the wrong place at the wrong time, That idiot just slammed into her and doesnt even looked like he tried to stop.her car was just demoed, I fell to my knees when I went up to see it in the impound, I just hope she didnt have to feel or beaware of what happened to her, she didnt deserve to die like that, and why let her live for 10 days let her come to and give us so much hope then just be gone! I hate god so much right now, all she needed was a little help, she was such an awesome girl and I just dont know how Im going to go on w/out her,everyoneis torn apart my husband looks 2o yrs older he cant sleep he is up all night I cant sleep we stop by her grave just about every night on our way home from work , my other girls cry at night they question god they prayed and had preayer circles going, My theresa read the bible to Ashley in the hospital I prayed with the priest at the hospital I even asked god to take me not her but nothing helped.she diedand noe my heart is broken forever and I dread each day..