well its Tues night made it thru yet another day, I cried this afternoon at work a little had to meet our financial adviser sheseen me and just came up to me and hugged me she kept saying she was going to me but didnt know how I would be so I cried,she called a couseling service my job has and I set up a appt I guess it cant hurt and its free so Ill try it,I cried all the way home i stopped at Ashleys grave I miss her so much I cant stand it, I love her so much, and nothing helps, well maybe this trip will at least give me a break..we'll see

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It never hurts to try and hopefully it will help you in a way that you want it too.I know you miss her, you will always miss her, but you have to go through this greiving process and everybodys is different. But I am here to talk to you, I hope you know that. we have gone through just about the same thing and it hurts like heck.....take care and be safe.....Pam