Well just got back from a week in Florida, It was so hard to leave on that plane I cried so hard I felt awful! I felt like I was leaving Ashley behind , it was terrible, then I had to keep going off by myself to cry, I dont think I really relaxed at all, at least the weather was nice,my 2 yougest seemed to enjoy themselves, they needed a break too. Theresa my 11 yr old is having a tough time she can be very sensitive,I just wish this never happened.I had to bring Ashley something back I got a conch shell to put doem by her grave,I just hate this!I didnt sleep much there, so I am lookig forward to sleeping in my own bed. whatever sleep I can get.I did a lot of reading when I was there, read a book from a pediatrician who did studies on near death experiences of children, was interesting it supposedly changed the opinion of that dr about the afterlife.. and I started to read a book from a psychic, interesting but didnt finish it yet, its all I can hope for now that there is something I cant bear to think that she is gone forever....
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We went to florida also, after our daughter died, we didnt really relax either.we also brought home something to put on her grave. Our lives have changed now, but we will learn how to live again. Here if you need to talk..........Pam
Its just so hard, It doesnt seem possible to live definately wont be the same living, everything is so different now,I cant imagine life w/out her ,I dont want to believe she is gone,how can this be? one minute my life was great and the next it has been turned inside out and upside down,there is so much turmoil it really just stinks!!! it was so sad thinking about what I could bring home for her grave God I shouldnt have to think of that!