Only 1 hr and 2o min to go to get of work, i dont want to be here the days just drag I hate it, but I will be leaving for Florida tomorrow ,visiting my brother will be nice to gat a change of scenery, I wish I could just disappear into oblivian I dont want to feel this much pain , I want my daughter to be safe and sound I want her home! I miss her so much I just cant stand it , she was my pride and joy and nothing will ever be close to her! I just cant stand it , why did this have to happen! and since this has happened it seems so many kids are getiing killed i hate to have the news on, if people just would slow down ! why is everyone in such a hurry was it worth flying up the road and plowing into my daughter he probably was late to work I cant stand It!I hope going to Florida will calm me down and maybe give me somewhat of a break at least I wont be at work. i didnt care about being here before the accident I definately dont want to be here now. I made an appt yesterday w/a counselor thru work for when I get back and he called me today , seems nice concerned that Im going away wanted to make sure someone will be going w/me,but of course then I started crying its just so hard I never felt so much pain in all of my life I would have rather had someone cut off my legs than to go thru this.