Tizzy
Status: I am hopelessly hopeful leaving me constantly hopeless.
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We have a new sales campaign at work. First prize is 1500 dollars! Boy that would be nice in the new year. I have one every single campaign except for one (because I got pneumonia right in the...
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My Life Story + coping with this disorder...For the last year I spent a lot of time trying to describe this to others and justify it for myself. Heart Disease, Cancer, Diabetes are all acceptable...
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I'm trying to let yesterday be a bad day for my husband. I know that I have a lot of bad days and I expect him to just understand I'm bipolar. I expect him to allow me to be miserable for that...
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COUNSELING DOESN'T HELP!~ HE'S STILL AN ASSHOLE! Unfortunately we have gone through a year of counseling. Once a week for a year at $35 is expensive and we just couldn't keep it up. I brought...
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Comments on journal - You know it is stupid but I really enjoy it when people comment on my journal. I wish it happened more often. As soon as I get on DS I first check mail, then hugz, then...
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Happy Thanksgiving!!!!! I love holidays which is an amazing thing because almost everyone has been ruined in some way by fighting or yelling, or some kind of crap. There was crap this holiday mind...
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Feeling Creative Poetic... Here's one I've been working on for five years. It is about my exboyfriend.... He was a drug dealer fisherman from the Bahamas..... Confused by you I’m up at sixMy...
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OK...Now to my today Im' feeling journal entry. I finally started (to a degree) following my dr's advice. I"ve now doubled my dose of lamictal so I"m at 400 mg... I'm still at 100mg of Seroquel...
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GOODBYE! - this is a song I wrote when I was going to give up... it made me so upset to even think about what I say here that it gave me the strength to not do it... I hope you at least find it...
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Ok I was writing this great hug to Benitro and I thought it kind of summed up a bit so I wanted to paste it in here. Cause it is true and it needs to be here. I'm angry too but I have a reason. I...
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I can't commit suicide, but I want to. I just want out of all this today. I feel horrible. I'm kind of between trying to accept the docs advise yesterday and yet still not accepting it if that...
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I just spoke with the Pdoc. I don't konw what to say or think anymore. I just hate this disoder or disease or whatever you want to call it. I hate it and it is unfair and mean and ridiculous...
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I have my Pdoc followup appointment to my med change. I need to tell him about my joint pain. I've been having it since I started the Seroquel. I've also started a folder that documents the...
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I'm really bad right now. Im' taking a new dose of Seroquel and Lamictal and I'm really really tired. But not so tired I can go to sleep just tired enough to hate my husband for just existing and...
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VIVID DREAMS / VISIONSEmotionally I feel vulnerable and I had two very very vivid dreams that I don't know what to think of! My first dream was about my asshole boss. It isn't as clear as the...
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