Tizzy
Status: I am hopelessly hopeful leaving me constantly hopeless.
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Well well well... How about that I'm bad again. Man I hate this stupid freaking life! It is so ridiculous! I hate work, I hate people at work... I've started smoking again and I"m finding it much...
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ok today.
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I had a really tough weekend. Holidays always screw with me because it upsets my usualy activities and throws everything out of wack. I am learning to just cancel them in my mind that way I don't...
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I'm starting to feel better with the upped dosage of the Lamictal. I'm still quite overwhelmed and want my husband to be the strong one and he is not. It is so hard to try and be stable and try and...
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I'm tired.. frustrated and don't feel supported by my husband. This is so ridiculous to be married. He just doesn't get it! I spoke with my psychiatrist today and she doubled my meds from 100mg of...
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This has been one of the worst days I've had in a long long time. I hate the fact that I feel like I can't trust my emotions but a lot has happened to upset me. First I found out my in home daycare...
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Well Saturday I had a mixed episode all day. I had no idea whether I was mad happy sad or depressed just overwhelmed by all of the above at different points in the day. Sunday I was extatic (I...
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Balancing the check book is such an aweful experience. I have been doing a much better job of the bills and figuring out how to budget but I am still no expert! I am moving towards living even...
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Well yesterday did end praise God!!!!I'm not doing great today and my back definitely went out yesterday so I'm still in pain. I'm however doing much better I am not overflowing with emotions out of...
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I'm even feeling worse now. I know that they said that the medication would be allright to be without for one day but I feel horrible. I've burst into tears at work already. I am moving around to...
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Man what a difference one day can make. Yesterday I was feeling terrific and today I feel bad! Not bad like I want to kill myself but bad like I could be completely content as a lump on the ground. ...
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I am good today. I feel empowered, strong, accomplished. I feel like anything is possible. Ha guess I'm on the upswing. Had a great weekend a good mixture of work and play. I enjoyed myself...
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I think I am having a mixed mood episode today. Earlier when I woke up I was so frustrated I could barely stand myself so I set about cleaning. By this afternoon I was so pleased with everything I...
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5 am my husband tries to get me up. I use the bathroom long enough to get him out of my hair and roll back into bed. 5:30 the alarm goes off I turn it off and roll back into bed. 6 am I finally...
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I woke up on time because my husband helped me to get up. I am feeling really groggy today. I don't know why! I don't feel sad or mad or happy, just cloudy like I can't really function or focus. ...
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