Tizzy
Status: I am hopelessly hopeful leaving me constantly hopeless.
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So the knots in the stomach and the butterflies in the throat are starting to choke me to death! I start school in 12 days and I feel like this count down to the end has begun. I'm looking at...
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I was sharing this story with Nectar and I thought that you all might enjoy it.... It makes me feel very safe. My pastor said this Sunday in his sermon that one day when his daughter was 13 she...
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Ok last night I had my Mom in stitches. I am still not sleeping and I described to her what I was going through and she thought it was so funny how I put it so to lighten everyone's day I thougth I...
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Wow am I getting tired. Not mentally I feel clear and crisp but now I'm talking with a bit of a lisp and I just want to close my eyes. I feel achey all over. Good Lord I couldn't be an...
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Another night of unrest. I was tired but itis like I forgot how to fall asleep naturally. The seroquel just made it so easy. Part of the 4 am sleep time last night was my husbands fault. We...
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Right around 4 am I actually drifted off to sleep after 50mg of Benadryl. HA! I feel woozy today. It was funny because all night I was remembering how before all the meds I couldn't sleep. I...
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I can't write long because I'm going to try and go to sleep again. Here's a general update. Christmas was great. It was nothing that I expected. For example I expected to fight with my husband,...
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I don't want to eat myself into obvilion but it is ridiculous how much food is around and free and given around the holidays. Between the baking we do ourselves, the food that is given to the staff...
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I don't know what to write. I'm doing well feeling good. The holidays always overwhelm me with a ton of different feelings. I'm not going home and I'm dissappointed but my husband is so excited...
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Well I've had an up and down day. I was great this morning and then I found out some bad news and totally had a full on anxiety attack. I smoked my first cigarette in 4 weeks and drank hot...
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Yesterday I finished this huge project I have been working on for my sister. It has taken up all of my computer time and that along with all the Christmas card sending, shopping, wrapping, baking,...
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Wow I don't have any time these days. I"m sorry y'all if i'm in and out. I've been on all day but haven't had one moment to get on here and actually say anything. I bought my Christmas tree...
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Allright so I"m having a good day I think. I'm a little unnerved right now because my boss might have seen me watching tv on my computer but I had it in the background while I was looking up...
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I just got back from the Pdoc. I've been feeling pretty good (I mean emotionally I'm still sick with this dang cold!) Anyhow I told him that I think the Seroquel is working and that all systems...
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Well it has taken hold of me... I FEEL LIKE CRAP! My throat is scratchy and my stupid sinuses are draining down the back of my throat. I don't have any sinus pressure but I am so damn tired. Add...
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