Tizzy
Status: I am hopelessly hopeful leaving me constantly hopeless.
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I'm feeling much better today! I woke up and stretched out in my bed. Checked... Still no pain, or hollow chest ache. I just enjoyed laying there for an hour. Twice the kids came in to check on...
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Still feel like I"m climbing out of my skin. So frustrating! Jumpy, exhausted, and my insides feel jittery. I can't get to the pharmacy to get my new meds... ARGH! Probably for the best that I...
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I wish one of the options was sorting through a mess of thoughts. I know all of the cliches are rolling through my mind. I"m in such a heated argument with myself! I'm trying not to think....
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So over the passed year I've learned that for me suicide just can't be an answer. However, I am constantly riddled by thoughts of suicide and self harm. My therapist, Andy, thinks that I can...
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I'm tired of being alive. I don't want to live anymore, at least not this life. If I had a shred of belief that this life was going to turn around soon... I've started cutting. It's been five...
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Sunday night I started spotting. Monday morning went for an us and found out I had been prego with twins, but one did not make it. It is called the vanishing twin and it is thought to happen in...
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The Pdoc seemed to feel I did not need to go up on the meds and encouraged me that there was no point to stopping my meds now since I've already had them in my system. He said the damage would have...
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I think it is time I go see the Pdoc... I called the Gdoc and she said the medicines were all category C and that she is comfortable with those. But I think she's afraid to say anything because she...
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I totally am worried about the baby and my meds. I know that I'm taking the "safest" on the market, but I feel terrible about it! I just want to quit and then hide in a room until it is all...
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I totally am worried about the baby and my meds. I know that I'm taking the "safest" on the market, but I feel terrible about it! I just want to quit and then hide in a room until it is all...
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My pdoc warned me that i should call him as soon as I found out I was prego because my medication would stop working. Well I'm pretty sure that is the case. I still feel mostly in control, but...
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So I took the test this morning and it came back POSITIVE! Now it was just one of those cheap drug store ones... the equate brand so I'm going into the doc today to get the blood test done......
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I took my test this morning... I'm going out for a celabratory cup of coffee at Starbucks! I think I passed I really do. Last time I thought I failed and I did so hopefully this time I passed! ...
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HA they don't have a category called hopeful!!! I think they should... Anyhow I have my test on Saturday. Yes it is the one I failed two months ago come back to haunt me. Only this time I feel...
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I have a big test on Saturday.. The Praxis, and if I don't pass it I can't teach. Thing is I failed it once already so there is more stress this go around :-(. So please pray for me!
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