Tizzy
Status: I am hopelessly hopeful leaving me constantly hopeless.
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I will never understand or like this world! What a miserable screw job it is. So you all know that I have had serious troubles with my psychiatrist. My first one was this guy Dr. Roberts who...
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Deep depression and I'm really frustrated because I still haven't found a psychiatrist. I don't know what to do!
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Well ever since I"ve been lamictal I have been cycling so much faster. Now about every 2 days I'm the opposite. It is exhausting. Add the miserable jerk of a husband and Im' just out of it and...
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Well I'm feeling awesome today. Just made $80 dollars selling my sons 2T clothing so now I can afford to buy him his 3T clothing... woo hoo! definitely an up day. Not much to report!
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Wow it has been a long time since I"ve written in here. I am so sorry everyone but at least I left with a smile right Any how. I've been allright. I've been trying some new things to meet...
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you know this smiley face thing is hard... I am up and down not just one or the other in one day. So I'm hearing this week from this job interview I had and I'm really excited. I've already...
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I only have a second to write because my 3 year old just got up and I've been commenting on anothers journal entries. Yesterday was a really horrible day with how I was feelign and that feeling...
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I'm not sure that I can claim horrible today because I'm not exactly suicidal but I hate my body... I hate my life... I hate my husband... I hate my dirty home... (I'm ocd about cleaning)...I hate...
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Wow life is hard it throws such hard punches and I've really been stressing over budgeting and such things. I want my husband to do it but I'm still in charge of budgeting he is just in charge of...
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Well I over slept today and I'm feeling a bit cloudy and sedated. I'm not sure if that is where I want to be or if I'm supposed to be but at least I don't have a lot of stress today at work. I am...
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ok so I think I've nailed it down. If I get 7 hours or less sleep that means I'll be in a good mood. If I get 7.5 hours of sleep or more I will be agitated miserable and make the others around me...
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Ok people and here comes the crash. Today I woke up after 9 hours of sleep (I was just so terribly tired... I am not supposed to sleep that much my dr says that it messes with my brain) I am...
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I've been rocking the house lately. I've made some really great changes and of course I've been really manic, hence the not writing in my journal yesterday. I was having too good of a day to focus...
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Well the last time I wrote was 5/17 so I have a bit of writing to do and only a little time to do it in. I should be in bed right now. Thursday 5/17 I overdrafted the accounts which sent them...
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Ok so does anyone know when you are supposed to check in to somewhere and where to go when you are feeling like killing yourself? I just can't go on. I don't want to go this life asks too much and I...
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