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- have any men out there experienced a full body orgasm when having sex? not necessarily ejaculation, but , uncontrollable shivers, shudders and shakes during sex? i experience this over 90% of time when having sex with my wife. its mind blowing....
- allowing yourself to FEELas my journey continues, I am embracing how the present becomes my reality, and how the past ceases to exist more and moreduring DEC, i was having a very bad month.one thing that I was constantly thinking about were the...
- When triggers don't trigger!!!!I mentioned in a previous post, that 2016 is going really well for me. Once I got past the holidays and 1 year anti-versary..... i felt a huge jolt of hope and optimism towards the futureit dawned on me, that when i...
- 016 has been going extremely well for me and my wife.The holidays were rough. Very emotional. I pulled back emotionally thru out most of December, but once the new year hit, I felt a great weight lift off of me. Mind movies and visions haven’t...
- new yearnew thoughtsnew lifelast year was all about survivalthis year, my process is actively working on letting it go.letting go of all of itall of the pastnot just the affairsletting go of anything and everything from my past that is holding me...
- new yearnew thoughtsnew lifelast year was all about survivalthis year, my process is actively working on letting it go.letting go of all of itall of the pastnot just the affairsletting go of anything and everything from my past that is holding me...
- in about 1 week, it will be the 1 year anniversary of my spouses infidelity.as this month starts...every day is a trigger....i see emails...dates... think of what i was doing...what she said she was doing....and i start to feel just like i did the...
- in about 1 week, it will be the 1 year anniversary of my spouses infidelity.as this month starts...every day is a trigger....i see emails...dates... think of what i was doing...what she said she was doing....and i start to feel just like i did the...
- Not having one of my better days todaywrote the majority of these thoughts out and sent them to wife and friends and therapists....November is a loaded month for me… my Moms death, 1 year ago on oct 30th, her funeral, my wife trying to start...
- 9 months and change past ddaywhen i think about the past.... the thoughts past quicklythey don't have the hold on me they once didthe past doesn't have the hold on me the way it once didif i do think about something from the past, one thing i have...
- our weekend...I am not religious. i left the catholic church when i was 13. i am 49. my wife was never raised in any religionmy wife and I were the only 2 non catholics there out of 20 couplesdid i know that ? yes. i knew there would be some...
- The noise from the affairs is barely playing in my head these daysNo room for the past as I've been so much focusing on the present No room for thoughts of people that diminish my energy as I've focused on myself and what I can do to increase my...
- man..i had a total meltdown THU night....totally dropped.....plummeted.... its like being in a state of feeling ok is scary for me...cause i don't think i ever really knew what that felt like. its like being an alcoholic...and being drunk all your...
- our 15th anniversary is coming up at the end of this month. prior to the Dday back in DEC 2014, I was planning on renewing vows....of course that idea went off the table but now, as we are in a better place, and working toward reconciliation, I'm...
- what does it mean when past triggers, don't trigger me?with the Ashley Madison hack, I've been searching on the email addresses of some of the men my WW was with, and found most of them on the search sites before they were taken off line.However, I...