deannaDaisy

Four years ago my dad passed away.  He spent a week in hospice so I knew it was going to happen and I was as prepared as I could be.  It had been almost exactly a year after my mom had passed away...

I think I may be decompensating in a physical or psychological way.  My body hurts all over.  Emotionally/mentally I am a vapid waste of space, only angry or crying or empty.  I cannot hardly play...

My husband said that he's worried about me because I have a flat affect. GREAT. And I am physically in pain all over my body today.I think I am going to lose my mind completely and end up in a...

I have not cried in a long time.  There was nothing that set me off, specifically.  I asked my kids to get up and get to chores and they did, though their cleaning is not the same as mine.  I...

I need to recognize that I have a problem with addiction.Food, specifically high sugar foods, and pain killers.  If I could take pain pills all day long, I would. I just have felt no relaxed, so...

I got a new Rx for fiorocet.  I know I'm using too many per day but I'm self medicating and it's nice to just be able to relax and not be up tight all the time.  I like being a little silly.  Is...

I went to the doctor today. I'm up 31 lbs since I was there in September.  Since I know I lost more in September after being at the doc, It's closer to 40 lbs since septermber.  That is a lot of...

I am mumbling the f word under my breath.Not just once, but over and over again.Bad drivers on the road, f-n assholes.Drive-thru at a local fast food place is closed?  f-them.Had to pick up...

a Honey Badger.  It don't give a shit.  It doesn't care.  It eats larvae and gets stung by bees and bit by a cobra and doesn't die and doesn't care. I'm more like a little tiny amoeba too small...

My mom passed away 5 years ago today after a 5 month stay in hospitals and hospice.  I spent weeks when my mom was in hospice praying that God would take my mom Home, that He would spare her any...

I don't know how to speak candidly about my feelings and my life.  I made an appointment to go to the doctor next week.  I plan to talk to her about my depression which is not resolved, to talk...

So I've been researching bariatric surgery and migraines and things of that nature this morning.  I have read studies that suggest those who have the bariatric surgery who suffered from migraines...

I'm up late at night and I should be in bed.  I made egg muffins and watched Bates Motel after 10pm, so I'm not mentally where I should be.  I'm having a lot of weird pains as well, which only...

I feel like I'm in a spiral of things that make me sick, cause me pain, and keep me depressed.  I fight daily headaches and if I don't treat them at first twinge, they become horrid migraines.  How...

I always wondered what it would feel like to be manic.  I never have energy, never have those grandiose ideas and thoughts that are pushed forward with tenacity and drive, perhaps I could actually...