deannaDaisy

I'm up late again at night, nowhere near ready to go to bed.  Not because I'm anxious or anything, but I just awake.  I think Prozac is making me so I do not feel a lot.  I did not cry today.  I...

My daughter went to the junior/senior prom tonight.  She came home having fought with a friend, not wanting to see the friend etcI feel like I should mediate and make it better somehow but I...

I am so tired I can barely keep my eyes open. I may send my son to his room with a snack and take a nap. I survived my birthday and the things that I knew would happen, did. It was quiet and...

This weekend is my birthday.  I'm not looking forward to it, mostly because I know it will be disappointing. I stopped having expectations for birthdays after being disappointed time after time.  I...

I'm still feeling sad.When I try to talk to my DH I find myself frustrated and then I just withdraw. So many things in our home have fallen into disrepair because someone should have kept up the...

I feel sad.I miss my mom. This time of year is etched into my soul and as the temperature rises, I have dejavu and remember things I'd much rather forget.  It's been five years since my mom was on...

I've been cutting back on my depression meds to only taking a 40 mg every other day and I do not know if I'm more sensitive to negative energy or if my DH is just putting out more negativity and I'm...

I wrote a huge venting post but it was eaten by cyberspace.DH is driving me crazy. I know I need to back off my expectations and take him as he is, remembering that I am not perfect and that I am...

Today I tried hard to play the role of single parent.  In some ways it is familiar because I'm the mom and my husband works long hours, then comes home tired and emotionally is spent.  It's early...

The past couple of days I've been trying to focus on good things in my life, instead of allowing the traumas of the past to overwhelm me.  My husband is out of town on a business trip and so all of...

I tried to talk to my husband about my discoveries last night.  He is on a business trip across the country and was not particularly interested in what I had to say, other than the creep does not...

Monday night, I cannot sleep. My brain doesn't know whether to be angry or disgusted, at myself or at the mother effer who continued the pain that I was already in as a 12 year old girl.  I think...

I have a lot on my mind.  There is nothing new in that, right.  Dreams and obsessive thoughts combine with the usual challenges of my daily life. I have a 4 year old with special needs, an 11 year...