deannaDaisy

I'm in pain.It's gone from in my head and chest to my limbs and muscles.The carpal tunnel wakes me in the night and I cry.  My legs hurt. My feet hurt. My shoulders. My stomach is aching tonight and...

Yesterday was quite tough for me. I woke up in pain and it only got worse all day long.  I was so miserable I finally called the doctor's office and told them.  Eventually I got a call in to the...

Did I ever want to have sex?I kind of recall actually wanting to go from making out to having sex with different relationships.  I craved that physical attention.  My head had the sex connected...

I've been thinking today about how I crave pain relievers.  I want the Rx kind because it has that component of escaping pain more thoroughly than a handful of Advil.  The depression pain is still...

That is how I feel... uncomfortably numb.  I'm waiting for the next "thing" to set me off.  I still cannot think or focus on anything of merit.  So, I made it another level on Candy Crush.  That...

I'm laughing at things that are probably not appropriate.  I have been having a juvenile sense of humor and my daughters were making me laugh with "Yo Mama" jokes.  My husband told me I shouldn't...

I went out with my friends last night. We had fun. It didn't last.I feel empty. I do not care. I don't care what I watch, what I eat, what I see, what I do. They talked about seeing Magic Mike -- the...

Today I actually took some time for me and slept.  I did the things I had to do this morning, but when my son's hab therapist came in the afternoon, I begged my teenager to go with her and my son to...

I am so grateful for the kindness of friends.  My friends from church are trying to do what they can to help me in my darn times.  One of my closer friends brought me dinner tonight.  These little...

I was feeling slightly positive that I was going to move in the right direction. I thought I was moving in the right way. Then here DH comes along to basically tell me not to put my personal stuff on...

Well it's been an up and down week. I've struggled with pain a lot, mostly with the kind that just resonates through my whole body and makes me feel useless.  Lying down may help temporarily, but I...

Fathers are important.  Just as important as mothers.  The presence or lack thereof is vital to a child's well being.  I believe that is why God designed us to create new people in male and female...

It's the cry of mothers (and parents) everywhere.  Can I just sleep?  Can I just take this afternoon and forget the world and SLEEP? I still feel like crap.My body hurts all over, from my skull to...

I do not drink.  I have occasionally drank in the past but it was during a rebellious period in my life when I was not active in my church and was not participating in it's beliefs.  Well, I am...

I want to shake my husband and my oldest daughter until their stupidity and rigidity and self-centeredness and assholeness comes out of them and they can just see a point of view besides their own.My...