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I am extremely depressed today for the first time in a long while. I haven't felt this depressed since December when I went cuckoo for cocoa puffs and had to be taken home to MA. The difference...

The loneliness is starting to get to me. I left Vicki's on Monday morning and I've been alone with the dog at Charlie's ever since. I've only left the apartment to take Toby out for a walk. Tomorrow...

I am so angry right now I can't even speak. It's partly my own fault because I did something that I shouldn't do.Today is the third day in a row that I have not heard from Matt. It was not a great...

It's been some days since I posted last. I've just been hanging around my moms house in MA for the most part. Saturday I stayed home most of the day just watching TV but Saturday night was dinner...

Well, it's been a couple of days since I last wrote. The last entry was not very positive. Things had not gone well with Matt. Wednesday morning I was supposed to get on a bus and head back to MA. I...

If I could turn back time to any one moment, I'm not sure if I could choose. There are so many moments I wish that I had the opportunity to go back and fix. Most recently I wish I could go back and...

Today was the exact opposite of yesterday. It started off with me feeling pretty awful and ended with me feeling pretty darn good. Perhaps that feeling of goodness is premature, in fact I know that...

Today was sort of a mixed bag. I slept late again (someday I'll learn to get up before noon again). I took a shower, got dressed, and started the dish washer. My friends Vicki and Rich had planned to...

Well, I made it through another day. Matt texted me this morning to let me know that he'd found his phone (he'd lost it yesterday). I texted him back letting him know that I was glad. I did not make...

I've made a huge error in judgment. It started with I guess either a miscommunication or a misunderstanding or both. Earlier this week or late last week, when Matt told me that he was willing to see...

Every day that goes by that I don't hear from Matt I grow more and more afraid that it's over. I feel like I've done something to push him over the edge and now he wont ever take me back.I feel a bit...

This was a very lazy Monday. I didn't sleep very much last night. Though, I did sleep clear from about 3:30 am until 10am. I'm getting tired of sleeping on a couch though. My back is starting to hurt...

This morning I awoke much earlier than I had anticipated from a recurring nightmare. I'm not sure if it officially qualifies as a nightmare, but it's a distressing dream none the less. I can never...

Today was a little bit easier to get through than yesterday. This morning I woke up and I felt a little bit depressed at first. I took the dog out for a walk. I watched a little bit of TV, checked my...

I just woke up. Well, I woke up a few hours ago because my sister was very loud this morning and I'm sleeping on the living room couch. I just officially stopped trying to sleep anymore. Immediately...