Working!
I did my fourth morning at work today :)I've been very up and down again and after Monday morning's work shift I found myself wondering if it was really what I wanted again, but after today I know that deep down it's just the depression that gets on top of me and that big black cloud covers all my hope.Today I had quite a good day though. Although when I got in I had to have a sleep. I'm not sleeping well at the moment so I keep needing to have a sleep in the afternoon if I get up early.Most of the staff working now are different...(well it has been another year on top of the other 2) but they all seem really nice and they have made me feel welcome. As I work more hours there I'm hoping I'll just fit back in and they'll never know I was gone.I have to admit my eating has been great. I've maintained due to the fact that when I have skipped meals, I've tried hard to make up for them later at dinner or evening snack. Because I'm eating later in the day, I think that has helped keep my weight on because I'm not eating half as often as I was.I have therapy next Monday. My therapist has been away for 2 weeks so it's been ages since I've seen him although not a lot has changed.
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