Yuck!
Well today's option for Lunch (Chicken goulash - Basically it's rice, chicken, broccoli in this weird sauce stuff) is my most hated meals at Day Patients. Actually I hate this day! Wednesdays of Week 2, the dreaded menus!Lunch - Chicken goulash - dessert - Banana cake (I HATE bananas)and then Noon Snack choices is between a Lion bar or a Double Decker! (Don't like the weird white stuff in Double Deckers so I always have to have a lion bar)Anyway, getting back to the lunch. Unfortunately it's the best out of the choices on the menu because I don't eat the other foods. Today though, there was a different chef because the regular lady is away till next week......................IT WAS DISGUSTING!!! ..................................I can't STAND mushy veg and the broccoli was just....sludge! When it was pressed with a fork, the rice actually absorbed it! GROSS!!! I ended up with Ensure :( I was kind of freaking out though because we're told it's 2 Ensures for the main meal at Lunch time which I know is over the amount of calories we are given in food. So I had 1 and 1/2 which totals about the same amount and then refused the rest Aside from the food today wasn't a great day but it wasn't really bad either. I did get upset after Creative Expressive today though but before that I was feeling a bit dissconnected from everything so I should have known that would happen. Just left me feeling quite low.Didn't manage to speak to my therapist yet about my key worker. I had 2 oppertunaties but I just couldn't pluck up the courage to do it. I will try again tomorrow.Part of me wants to just ignore it (like I always do) though because today after seeing me upset earlier in the day, he came to see if I wanted to talk. Although I have to admit, I wanted to talk but because of what had happened, I didn't want to talk to him....so I guess it's going to get in the way if I don't sort it out?....Sigh...
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