The Same

I'm feeling the same as I was last night. Couldn't talk again today. Still want to self harm. Went to the river again today. Just needed that comfort. *Shrugs* I'm meant to have a family therapy appointment tomorrow with my Mum but she's not well. The tablets they've just given her (for the depression that I caused!!) have made her feel really sick and so she's not going tomorrow. Which means I will have another individual session with my therapist, if he'll still want to see me that is.Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit....