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I am so stressed out.  I have so much work to do this week and I'm super busy.  I am also getting fat.  I wish this quarter would go by faster.

I don't understand why I can't sleep through the night anymore.  I'm on ambien so it shouldn't be that hard but every night I wake up at least once to go to the bathroom. Usually I wake up another...

I hate when I wake up in the middle of the night too hungry to go back to sleep without eating a snack.  I don't understand why I can't just sleep normally.

I just want to say sorry to everyone.  I have not been on much lately because I have been very busy at school.  I will try to get on more.  I support and care about all of you.

I've gotten so fat it is disgusting.  I really need to lose weight right now.  I wish it didn't take so much time to lose weight.  I wish I could just be anorexic again but I know that its not...

I don't really know how I feel right now.  I keep switching between loving my life and wanting to end it.  At least I don't feel depressed anymore.

I have been eating so much lately.  I'm pretty sure I have gained a couple pounds.  This is not okay with me.  I feel fat and squishy.  I really need to work out but I had to go and sprain my...

I sprained my ankle a week and a half ago.  It wasn't that bad and I didn't think it was a big deal.  Now it is starting to get worse.  I probably shouldn't have danced on it yesterday.  I really...

Well I set my expectations for this quarter pretty high.  I was excited about all of my classes and thought I wouldn't mind going to lectures because at least the information would be interesting....

So the bad news is I have a cold. :-(  But the good news is that I get to go back to school tomorrow!  I get to go back to my dorm on my floor with all of my friends.  And it means I don't have to...

There is so much pain inside of me.  I don't know what to do.  I can't deal with it. I am not strong enough.  I want the pain to go away.

I just removed my goal to stop cutting.  I don't know if I want to stop.  I don't know if I know any other way to cope and I don't really care.

Christmas used to be fun for me.  It was always my favorite holiday even I was mostly Jewish.  I just loved the Christmas spirit.  I loved to decorate the tree, go to my neighbor's Christmas...

I think my mom is starting to upset my dad too which kind of scares me because he's always been the one person that wasnt affected by her the majority of the time...at least outwardly. I worry that...

Every time I get in the car all I want to do is crash and die.  Its very distracting and upsetting.  I just cannot handle being around my mother any more.  Surprisingly we have not fought all...