Alliegator

How does this always happen to me?  I see to never be able to get on top of the things I need to do.  Exams kill me.  I work myself too hard and everything else goes to pieces.  Once the exam is...

I want to lose weight.  I was so good about eating and working out at the beginning of the summer and somehow I got out of it.  I feel like I m so stressed over school and everything that I just...

I have so much school work this term.  Ugh It is taking over my life.  I'm totally not doing a good job of focusing either.  If I am at the library I can study and focus really well but if I am at...

sooooo tired.  I just want to stay up and hang out with my best friend though.

Ugh.  I am sick and I don't want to do anything.  I have to study for an exam and then I have a busy day tomorrow.  All I want to do is lay on the couch and watch TV and sleep.

I have a midterm on Wednesday.  I shouldn't be too worried about it because I only have to get a 72% to get an A in the class.  I still always worry though. Good event of the day: I got an e-mail...

I am really irritated I have to do PT.  I don't really mind going twice a week but there are a million exercises I am supposed to do at home everyday!  I guess I could look at it as working out...

i went to the doctor today for these headaches I have been having.  I get them every single day and I finally got fed up.  She thinks that it has to do with all the tension in my neck from sleeping...

I guess I am doing a little better than I have been.  I still have a headache everyday.  Lately all I ever want to do is sleep.  I am just so tired all the time.  I have no idea why!  I have...

I kind of got off track today with trying to lose weight.  I ate a lot but I still had a pretty balanced amount of food overall.  I really didn't eat too unhealfully so I guess it is just a minor...

I am hating myself right now.  I am trying to lose weight but I just had a milkshake, pasta, bread and orange juice.  I shouldn't have eaten this much.  I wasn't even that hungry.  I have so much...

OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OWWWWWWWWWWWWW Damn car accidents. 

I did it!  I went a whole year without cutting!  I bought myself a beautiful white gold ring with a tanzenite stone to celebrate. I had the best New Years Eve of my life tonight.  :-) 

At midnight tonight I will have officially completed my goal of being self harm free for a year!

I'm so lonely.  I miss my friends.  I miss having people around me who understand me and who want to spend time with me.