Alliegator

I feel gross and fat. I'm a pig. gross.

So I just started really packing for college. Now I'm really stressed out. Its so confusing trying to fgure out how I'm going to organize my room and everything. I'm scared. And then my dad got mad...

So I finally got my housing and schedule for OSU! I'm so so so so excited. I can't beleive I move in on Sunday!! Finally!!! I'm so pumped. :-D

I don't know whats wrong with me. I miss my ex. We were totally wrong for each other. He was almost four years older than me, didn't go to college and he liked to party. I was still in high school, I...

I started packing for college today. I'm still really excited but I got nervous for the first time while I was going through my stuff. I really hope it ends up being all I have hoped. I have tried to...

I'm not very happy with my body today. I fear I've gain weight even though the scale doesn't say that I have. I don't think anyone will be attracted to me.At least my mood is still pretty goodI just...

So I finally feel like I can live with depression. I know how to be in control of it. Since it always gets worse late at night I have started going to bed between 11 and 12 instead ofr between 2 and...

Yay!! Food poisoning is gone :-D. And so far I feel happy today. I'm going to my psychologist in 30 minutes so hopefully she wilol help me stay on track for the next week.

Yuck I have food poisoning. Fortunately my depression is no where near as bad as it was last night. You all really helped with that. :-)

well I didn't cut for one day....then I'm back at it. i hate life.

I'm going to stop cutting.  My body hurts from all the cuts...I can't even sleep.  It is time for this to stop.

I should just die.

I have been fighting the overwhelming urge to cut all day.I almost drove off the side of a highway overpass tonight just to end it all.I guess I'm still here though.

I want to cut so badly.

I feel so fat and ugly. I had to go shorts shopping today and when I looked in the mirror I was horrified! How did this happen? My weight hasn't even gone up! I wish I has enough will power to diet...