Alliegator

I feel like I am losing my best friend and it is the worst feeling in the entire world.  I don't really want to go into the specifics but basically when ever i hang out with her and her fiance she...

And why do I let being single bother me so much?  I don't want to be one of those women who rely on men's approval.  I like myself.  I do.  I like who I am and I think I have a good personality....

If boys only want you when you like yourself how will I ever find someone?

I'm feeling really down right now.  I don't know why.  I thought about cutting for the first time in a long time.  I didn't come close to doing it but the thought still crossed my mind.  I hurt....

I am so frustrated/upset.  I feel really lonely.  It has been a year and 3 months since I have had a boyfriend.  It has been months since I have even had a crush.  I am so annoyed with my lack of...

Here is everything that has happened in the past week and a half:My grandpa had quadruple bypass surgeryMy friend's uncle had bypass surgeryMy best friend's uncle tried to commit suicideMy friend's...

Bah. I'm so frustrated.  I feel like I should be working harder this summer. Honestly I don't necessarily need the extra money.  My parents are going to help me out a lot next year and I will be...

I'm so tired of keeping it together.  I don't want to fight. I don't want to be strong.  I wish I had someone to lean on in during these times. but I don't.  I mean I have my friends but I...

I have started to accept my body.  I put on a little weight (5-8 lbs) during college.  At first I was upset about it but all I have heard since coming back home is how great I look.  I know that...

I just want to post an update and say that my grandpa did fine in his surgery.  He is in the hospital still but just so that he can recover.

My grandpa is having heart surgery in 8 hours.  I'm really scared. When I saw him two days ago a had a feeling it would be the last time I saw him.  

I wish I had a better love life.  I feel like no boy will ever want me or love me.  I am very frustrated right now.  It is so hard to meet new people over the summer and even in college its hard...

I can't sleep again.  I didn't fall asleep until 2:00 last night and then I woke up at 4:30 and haven't been able to get back to sleep.  I have to work today too.  2-7.  I hope I don't fall over.