Well well well... Here I ams agains... I am not alone, I know this. My boyfriend has been saying a lot of things along the lines of him being rejected and I feel so guilty as if I am the reason. I want to stay pure though, it's so hard when I want him to feel free to express himself and also myself. I know there is other ways... but I want the RIGHT way afterall God did design us to be sexual beings! I don't want sex and either does he because we have that agreement based on Godly reasoning but it's the inbetween I am frustrated with and my boyfriend even more, only he seems to treat me like he's frustrated at me. I really don't like this feeling- I won't let it drive me to binge but you know... It makes me sad and makes me feel bad. I don't want to compromise. God teach me your way, even if that way means that I am going to be single. Let me find your balance in every area including sexuality.