I think I felt something was missing, I did have haphazard meals.. I don't quite know what to put it down to? But I had a massive chocolate binge :( so depressing!!! I want to kick this! But it's so tied into my mentality and all i'm really struggling. Anyway. . Trying to stay positive- but I really struggle to even look at myself like this. I want to lose the weight i've put on not keep piling it on. I'm sick of this and I am ashamed.