arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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I am going to miss my Acceptance and Commitment Therapy group. The intensity with which I already miss it highlights my need for a regular gig outside my magic half acre.On the first day of group we...
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Calming faith is all I am expecting of myself today. Thankfully, I don't even need to worry about navigating traffic. My ride will show up at noon and I will simply climb in and go with the flow I...
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I saw your lightYour blinding lightCasting dark shadows through every nightNow there are no stars to navigate byI see the work of the devil in your blinding lightSaint John he did warn usThe devil...
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It doesn't take much to overdose me on chick flicks. 2 or 3 a year are enough to get me thinking about sex change operations. Lived through more than that here in the first week of my son's fiancee...
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Only one more meeting to the ACT Group. I find myself approaching manic at the prospect of losing it after next Friday. I have been deeply craving the company of my fellow veterans. Meeting with this...
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My son and his fiancee had to ring the doorbell last night. Their hands were too full of her belongings to work the key. I panicked a bit. My husband and I had suspected this was coming and were...
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I have been chain smoking since my mother-in-law had the first of her strokes. She has suffered a long time with end stage Huntington's Disease. Sh-h-h-h-h. It is a family secret. Her strokes have...
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I have been chain smoking since my mother-in-law had the first of her strokes. She has suffered a long time with end stage Huntington's Disease. Sh-h-h-h-h. It is a family secret. Her strokes have...
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My birth family is a veritable, self contained protest army. My mother was the oldest of 14 children. My father was one of the younger children of 8 or 9. Denominating one another is the only family...
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On the other side of my house sits a 20 foot by 20 foot parcel of yard I have left fallowing for the eleven months I have been living here. "Fallowing" means I have left the soil to rest without...
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Here comes the sun to wash awayThe blinding lights of electric nightA gentle brightening of the skyTo wash shadowy chaos into the natural orderOf only one shadow per objectA single light source to...
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I do not know what has been waking me out of my sleep in recent nights. I accepted my restless sleep as one of life's mysteries a very long time ago. I do not remember the dreams I woke from, but I...
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I saw your lie-ie-ie-ie-ightYour blinding light Casting dark shadows all through the nightNow there are no stars to navigate byI see the work of the devilIn your blinding lightMy current phase of...
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My honey sure is nervous this morning. Contagiously so. He is preparing for his first harvest of the bee hives he began keeping this past April. Well, it is about time, Sweetie. Your queen awaits her...
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Back in the Texas summer of 1995 I had a mysterious (still unidentified) respiratory ailment that was causing distressing levels of cold sweats. During this episode the kids who hung out at my house...
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