arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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Despite my void of academic successes, my passions have carried me to some interesting places. One of those is the wholesale extinction of plants that are not on the Home Owners Association (HOA)...
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I still need to fill that volunteer slot which, herstorically, has always served as my most effective isolation breaker. This round continues to focus on dragging my light phobia out into the open in...
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My eye pains first began emerging in Germany in the mid 70s. My optometrist was an old German who displayed no hesitation in his diagnosis that the problem was my new profession in front of computer...
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Way back in the 60s when I was establishing myself as the Family Whistle Blower in my hyper-sexual clan, I developed a sense that secret demons tend to shrivel in the sunlight. The best way to disarm...
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It has been denamed in the merging of tonguesIt has been defamed in the quest for just one"Faith" is the f-word which was worthy of mouth soaping in the traumatic chaos of my childhood. My atheistic...
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Rain feels like a miracle in Central Texas, especially after drought years. It has been a rainy set of weeks and I am reveling in the explosion of green all around me. Is that actual moisture in my...
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The manic phase seems to be calming to just another ripple in the pond. That said, morning's end is likely to find me in jail for squirting ice water at security lights or something equally absurd...
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I wish my beloved felt more comfortable speaking of the domestic violence between his parents. I wish. Should I be careful what I wish for?I know for sure that my father-in-law has had two eye...
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'Tis a manic broadcast and nothing moreJust a frazzled outcastfrom a heart that is soreI am second guessing every thought between my ears these days. All the flags for my hyper-expression are...
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It is possible that my journal has saved more wear and tear on my relationships than any other tool I have ever acquired. Every word I have written in my unmanageably large journal is a word I have...
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In my world, similarities cause more problems than differences. How am I supposed to maintain my faith in my freak factor with a mirror image of me moving independently in my face? I don't especially...
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During the years my husband and I lived apart, transference was a formal part of my therapy program. The decision to "heal as an orphan" left some gaping holes where my parents and 10 siblings used...
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Mother's Day plans are stirring. At the in-laws, of course. They are the masters of all holidays. I have pretty much stayed out of all the holidays since the late 80's when my beloved and I were...
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Again I evoke the IF reminder. I can and have IFfed my way in to jail. I have the rap sheet to prove it.Yet, "if" remains a valuable concept when one is reviewing options. I am not going to have...
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My community service docket remains empty. The Mississippi River Valley remains my favorite excuse. The project hasnae picked up since the Lower Valley wanderings petered out in the Shawnee National...
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