arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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that haunting question of which of my sons died first has settled into radical acceptance. it has been 27 months since the question presented at the midway point between ys's coffin and es's stoic,...
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the last phobia check was october 23. the paranoia is still pretty strong. between the still rumbling maskites and the still litigious sister-in-law, i am not ruling out the possibility that THEY...
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the haunting question of which of my sons died first has lingered steadily since the funeral a bit more than two years ago. estrangement isnae as well-defined as a funeral but, in my strictly...
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it is pretty hot gossip on my strictly personal grapevine that there is already a christmas tree in my living room. that is quite the contrast to the vast majority of holidays in my life, beginning...
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the children's maternal family is scheduled to pick up the children tomorrow, around 3 or 4 pm. scheduled. . . this family has a solid reputation for treating schedules like suggestions more than...
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In the early steps on this trail of tears (2019), the social workers, et al, used that word quite allot, primarily in the discussion of whether 2 old geezers had the resources to socialize young...
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Have I discovered yet another memory block from the early 70's to the mid 80's of my fanatical research to "Stay Informed?" As I quietly accept and observe my current OCD over the pandemic yaddah...
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I volunteered to be a chaperone on today's Kindergarten field trip. Duty hours approximately 8:30 a.m. to 2:30 p.m. My sleep last night was fractured and fraught with unremembered dreams. I cannot...
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Should I attempt to stay informed on the current events of Coronaville? Being blindsided by my ignorance of the news in China was nothing shy of traumatic. By mid April, 2020, the crew members...
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Are my Mask Phobia and Covidic Paranoia holding steady? For certain, neither have found their miricle cure, but methinks they are holding steady. "Not Worse" is all I am really hoping for at this...
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My baby sister's granddaughter was hit by a car while disembarking from a city bus on her way to work. She has been in a coma for a week now. My relationship with baby sister and her daughter...
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Still psychopating over the GS sign up. It be a fissurey psychopation, at that, through all the girlie conflicts of my life, from kiddie whorehouse participants who likely never even bought GS...
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Big Sis and I went to a Girl Scout orientation last night. My unstable childhood and sons-only first parenting career have kept me pretty ignorant of socially distant from this faction of U.S....
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One of my two current guit-chi therapy songs is the 1992 hit from Linda Perry and her short-lived band, 4 Non Blondes. I was still quite rebellious in 1992 and joined her in praying every day for a...
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A bit more than two weeks since my son's sister-in-law asked (via text) if her lawyer had contacted us and still no word from the lawyer, himself. It took me a while to get around to telling Hubs...
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