theblackrose
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- For the past week a boy kept trying to touch me, hold my hand, kiss me, hold me, and even sit on me. I hated it, it brought back so many terrible memories. I don't even know him. I wanted to cry and yell but my voice was gone. I couldn't find my...
- Ever since I was 4 my father beat the tears and the words right out of me. The only thing I could ever say was " I'm sorry, I'm so sorry". I hate these words. Many of us know that our abusers stole our freedom to speak. I know for myself that my...
- There's this song that has really helped me through tough times. I now want to share it to you. May it help you through your tough times. Keep strength, have hope. Here is the song: You Are More by Tenth Avenue North.I hope you all find what you...
- My grandparents are evil people. They only care for themselves. My grandfather was known to rape my aunt. My aunt is there puppet. They steal your soul and tie on strings and control you through fear and manipulation. That's what they are doing to...
- Ever since I was young I was taught that crying will get you killed. I was taught to avoid emotion and I hardly ever cried because if I did my dad would beat me til I stopped or my cousin would slap me.. I wanted to cry so much and even now I've...
- I feel so dead inside, so numb. I've lost everything worth living for. People just take and take and take til there's nothing left.... I just want to disappear for good, leave this awful place. Just Leave. I've never truly lived. I've always just...
- Everything that could go wrong is. My life is falling apart. I hate how my life has gone and now Ive lost pretty much everything. You don't no how badly I want to slit my wrists. Just bleed out everything. Fuck life. Fuck everything. I honestly...
- My evil uncle lives only 5 minutes away from me... Every second I live in fear of him. He is a pedophile and I have fallen victim to him ever since he met me. He never should have met me! He goes to the same church now to and every time I go he...
- It all started at a family party. I was 6 or 7 at the time and we were at a park. My parents and aunt and uncle there hosting a party to try and get my grandmother and other family to better the relationship. We really wanted to see if we could make...
- I haven't cut in more than 5 weeks. For me this is a record. It is possible to stop. Just have hope, believe in yourself, you can get through it.
- I know this is a terrible thing to say but it's true. I can't wait for the day that my grandparents die. I will celebrate it. I will love it. Now to many who would read this might think, " what a cold hearted bitch." But it's the honest to god...
- I have decided that for my safety I have to cut ties with my entire family...they were never a family to begin with. All they ever did was hurt me. Im planning on just disappearing, leaving it behind and never coming back. Never call, never talk...
- I've noticed that the more stressed and crazy I feel the more my alts take charge. Like when I found out some terrible things and quite devastated, Ella told me to let her out and I did. I keep poping in and out and Ella's starting to posses me more...
- I've always wondered why I was given such a messed up family. My whole family pretty much is fucked up. On my dad's side it's a bunch of perverts, manipulators, and abusive people. My cousins are known to rape and kill women... I'm actually kinda...
- I can't stand this anymore!! I can't stand living in this family! My abusers live so close and my father is driving me crazy!! I need to get out of here but I don't want CPS to take me from the person I love. I wanna go live somewhere else but my...