I know this is a terrible thing to say but it's true. I can't wait for the day that my grandparents die. I will celebrate it. I will love it. Now to many who would read this might think, " what a cold hearted bitch." But it's the honest to god truth... I hate my grandparents the most.... They are the ones that presently abuse me. The manipulate me, torture me, if I were to ever go into there house you could bet I wouldn't come out alive... They are why I can't trust people... They tried to kidnap me once, turn me into there slave, I'm serious... Everytime I saw their cold, unforgiving faces I shiver. I know where my dad got his anger from. I know why he hates. But that's no excuse for what he did.... It seems like my grandparents are the root of all the chaos. They are the reason most my family is in jail, they drove everyone mad... They torture you to the brim of insanity and that's how they destroy you. I don't want to end up like my dad or my uncle or my cousins. I don't want to turn into a monster, I just want them dead, all of them. I never wanted this. I don't want to turn into a monster!! *tears* I just want them gone, out of my life. I never want to see them again!!