I've always wondered why I was given such a messed up family. My whole family pretty much is fucked up. On my dad's side it's a bunch of perverts, manipulators, and abusive people. My cousins are known to rape and kill women... I'm actually kinda surprised my cousin kept me alive after he was done with me... Anyways I got lucky as I see it, my dads one of the abusive ones... It could have been worse. On my moms side it's a bunch of emotionally disturbed people. According to many of my family members I'm the "problem". More like I'm the only kid that's brave enough to stand up for myself. I've always wondered if they would ever accept me, but I know they wouldn't. I'm the family outcast. It's going to be sad going through life knowing I don't have a family to help me. It's quite painful. I wouldn't dare to dream the impossible, that they would accept me, they wouldn't dare....