theblackrose
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- Me no like her! She stupid bad bad lady. I run away frm her but she folow me. But I imitate mommy cause I smart. I run away frm them cause they bad bad peeple. I hate them!! They stupid an bad. They sayy I bad. I hide now. I'm tired of being mommy....
- Ruthi has decided to scratch our arms up and now there are bloody bruises and scabs in various places on the arms. Bryces pulled out some hair and now I can feel the urge emerging from me and Raven. Tonight looks like a SI night... 2 days sober and...
- I dont want to live like this. In fact I don't want to live at all. I'm so stupid and all I do is make people upset. I'm sick of these stupid voices that won't leave me alone! I hate everything! I hate having to say " I don't know " all the freaking...
- Hello ladies and gentlemen. Chaplin's My name and joking's my game. Of course I would name myself after THE greatest comedian of all time! Don't be silly. I do the joking around here. Maybe even some pranks that'll knock your socks off! Ahaha! -...
- Once mother got very angry and said she was sick of me. She locked me away inside my room, which happened alot. I stayed in my room for 5 hours with nothing but my dolls. I took my Woody doll, tied a noose and hung him from the door handle. I smiled...
- Who am I? Where am I?
- Pleses. Somone hitt me. I need to be hitted. I dezrv it. I bad girl. I bad bad bad. I no got hit yet todays so pleses hitt me today pleses.
- I No like it here. Evrytin scary and I no like the world. I want gone. I want to go bye bye. I want die cause I not wrth it. Pleses mommy. Let me die. Let me go bye bye forevr and evr. I bad. I hurt evryone and I bad bad girl.
- I realised that Im pulled to abusive people. Like my brain is making me want to be around them. It's like my brain likes me getting abused and it wants me to keep getting hurt. I can't escape the abuse!!!! I'm losing it!!! ahh!! I'm going to lose...
- Last year was a hard time for me. I drank alot. I'd get drunk and go off with some guy or girl and I let them rape me.... I didn't care because all I was was a tool. There were times when I went away inside my mind. I closed my eyes and tried to...
- I CAN'T KEEP STUFF IN ANY LONGER! I NEED Y'ALL TO LISTEN TO ME! LISTEN GOOD! I WAS MOLESTED ALMOST RAPED ABOUT A YEAR AGO! HE GRABBED ME EVERYDAY AND THEN HE TRIED TO DRAG ME DOWN THE STAIRS TO THE BATHROOMS SO HE COULD RAPE ME! HE WOULD HUMP ME AND...
- So I was in my second to last class before school was over and it was the beginning of class. I remembered something very very important that I had to write down for my therapist. I also wrote my feelings and whatnot... Then the teacher grabbed the...
- I'm afraid I have began to rebuild a wall around myself. I'm quickly losing my ability to speak, beginning to step backward in healing. I'm starting to cut myself off from the outside world. I'm becoming to scared to even leave my own house, even to...
- Hi.. My name is Kevin, I'm 9 years old and I am Baileys dead son. I hope you are all being nice to her. She deserves kindness. I'm watching to make sure she gets it. Just wanted to say that. But Brookie wanted to talk about my Bear, but I also want...
- Ever since my alters jumped to 54+ the headaches have become more constant and I can't get rid of the headaches. I've asked my alters to stop fighting and to give me some space, and they have, but still the headaches stay. It's driving me crazy.