theblackrose
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- I have been used my entire life. Always just a tool. By "family", " friends", classmates, colleagues..... Abusers ( or as can say with the examples of the previous, all the above are abusers.)... I'm still not over my last abuser, a person I trusted...
- I've noticed that Ella has been wrapped up researching Satanic rituals and voodoo spells and it worries me... Our last few experiences have been horrendous.... She claims to have a student, that I know well, that wants to learn Satanic Rituals. Ella...
- I was talking with Ella using our notebook and she made me realise. We've been used again..... Used and the person got away with it... That person is my Ex. I've been reading through the old " love letters" and remembered how these words used to...
- They've been bleeding out for 30 minutes now. It just keeps dripping down my arm... I feel dizzy and I can't stand. My head hurts.... This might be it.. If it is, Thanks for helping me through my journey... And I think this might be goodbye....
- God. New one... Her names Ani and all she does is scream!! It's so fucking annoying, I swear to god this little twit is gonna get it! -Ella
- **** If you dont wanna get caught up in drama stop reading now:****I'm sick of all the fucking drama and bullshit people are putting us through! Are you fucking kidding me?!? ITS ALL BULLSHIT! Each and every bit of it. Bailey needs to knock it off...
- Spent the day hiding from family. Locked up in my room all day eating jelly beans. The pure Hell just about to start... The witch is coming over. My brother, my nephews and the evil witch. They'll be here any minute... Tonights the night the torture...
- I am new to this page. When I was 7 I was repeatedly raped by my cousin and he got me pregnant. A few months into the pregnancy my son died in miscarriage when I was 8. He was to be born in February. Even though I was so young I grew a bond with...
- Well hello everybody! Isn't it a beeautiful day!! I just LOVE days like this! Clear blue skies! Spring and flowers in the air! And such a wonderful Easter day! * sigh* I just LOVE it!! Hope you are all having an amazing day! :D remember! You are all...
- Tonight we had a family Easter party ( luckily all that was there was my moms side of the family.) Even though there were no threats from the past, I kept going numb and zoning out. I never really liked family parties because of how they ended up...
- I'm pretty glad there is a group for this. But it's terrible that such a thing happens. I hit my head hard on the cement from my father pushing me when I was 4. He also banged my head against a wall. Because of this I have mild TBI and other...
- So far things seem to be getting worse. Father is angry and cussing and mother is very very sick. I'm still weak and recovering from my.... Anyways, I'm feeling more life come back into me as days go by and I'm rebuilding strength. Sisters are...
- I now have 45 alters and counting. Peter, one of my recent alters, mentioned to me that there are hundreds in me that are yet to come out. It is overwhelming with some of them. For thoughs of your who have many alters, how do you do it? How do you...
- ..... hi.... last night I slit my wrists but I couldnt bleed out enough, so then I drank all sorts of poisons and passed out..... And then I woke up.... I'm very very sick, but alive.....
- Thank you for all you've done to help me. You are all wonderful people... But I just can't handle stuff anymore. I hope you can forgive me for what I'm about to do and dont blame yourselves for my mistakes.,, I'm sorry. I hope to see you all again...