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- Today I saw my brother, on a leash with my evil sister in law. We found old things of my brothers in the attic. The whole family remembered stuff.... Days were obviously happier before I was born and ruined everyones lives.. They made me feel like...
- I just know I'm going to cut today. It's pretty much set in stone. I hate mothers day...
- I made the mistake of going to church today... They called up all the little kids to come up and sing to their mothers about love and being born to a great mother and wonderful parents dear... All everyone talked about was mothers... I'm a mother,...
- I've meditated since I was 9 years old, but now I'm scared to since now when I meditate bad memories hit me like a brick wall and then I get sick. Terrible memories that never should have emerged.... I can't stand it. I know there is so much more...
- There's been alotta bullshit and drama/ threats ( just total shit) goin down everywhere. Just yelling til kingdom come and fucking being attacked physically and mentally. Having to deal with some alters bullshit and torture, fucking exhausting. We...
- Mother locked us away in our room so we won't disturb the "guests". My sisters throwing a party and mother left to go somewhere and we don't exist to anyone now. Just locked away and can't come out for any reason. Just because we're a "disturbance"....
- I remembered.... I wish I didn't. I really wish I didn't!! It's a terrible memory.... And it hurts. Dad is more then a monster, more then the monster as I saw him before. I remember, since 7th grade... He saw me naked.. He watched me dress myself...
- Ever since 7th grade, I remember what dad did. He saw us naked alot... He looked at us before... Came in while we dressed ourselves, he didn't care... He is just like the rest of thoughs monsters... I don't know alot about dad, I hear he would abuse...
- I tried to warn them, I tried to tell Ella it was a bad idea, but of course no one listens to me... We were attacked last night... They came back and tortured us and tried to take some of our blood. We didn't get anysleep.... We tried not to look in...
- Ok. I'm really starting to get sick of people thinking in a complete asshole. Yeah, I know I have a drinking problem... And drugs to. But you try protecting 60 other people and you try to not go insane! Then we'll talk. Yeah, I have my own fucking...
- I was once considered a Fred, but not Fred is to be considered. I am now Mad Hatter, madder than mad :P I wouldn't suggest it being sad.It's quite nice talking in riddles,My head of being filled with giggles.There's some real jackasses in this world...
- HHHHHIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!! :D I gots a lollliiippooppp!! I Sharin it with Grim an Maya!!! They good doggizzzz!!!!! I llloooovvveee them!!! :D I lllooovvve yu alll tooo!!!! Xoxox!!!! :D :D :D :D :D
- I myself am not gifted in the poetry department, but I have found a knee-slapper for the littles. Enjoy! :DLittle Boy Blue by Darren SardelliLittle Boy Blue,please cover your nose.You sneezed on Miss Muffetand ruined her clothes.You sprayed Mother...
- Hey y'all Names Hailee, I love to sing :) singin is peace for the soul, and you can't live without the healing powers of music. Music is my life, and I hope it's yours to. Hope to meet y'all soon. Please respond. :) I'd really like to get to know...
- In one week, we go see our psych that we've been on the waiting list since Janruary. We get more meds and we get tested and then we begin our out-patient program at the hospital. Going to be in and out. Getting another therapist and starting group...