It all started at a family party. I was 6 or 7 at the time and we were at a park. My parents and aunt and uncle there hosting a party to try and get my grandmother and other family to better the relationship. We really wanted to see if we could make this family work. It was a big mistake. My cousin was 16. He followed me around and he held my hand, he " helped me up on the swings or slide. He kept touching me in weird places, I was confused but brushed it aside. He kept asking " do you trust me." or " we are best friends right?" I replied " of course I trust you, your my cousin, I love you." He kissed me, stuck his tounge down my throat. " what are you doing? " I asked. " just showing how much I love you too."
" oh... Ok." I brushed it aside. I was confused. The more family parties we had the more he did this to me until one day.....
" hey! How's my favorite cousin?" I replied "Great!" ( all was not great.) we all played on the playground while the adults talked. " hey could you scratch something for me?"
"sure I guess"
He had me rub his penis.... This wasn't the first time either....
After a while he then asked me to follow him. I asked why and he told me he saw a jackrabbit run passed this way. He got me away from the others and then dragged me away behind a building, the bathrooms. He held me down and proceeded to take my clothes off while telling me all the horrible things he was going to do to me... He said if I told he would hurt me and that I would never see my family again. I tried to scream but he made it impossible..... But something saved me. My aunt found me before he got to far. Thank god.... This was the second time I got raped. I still have nightmares about it....