bananna
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- not sure how to explain my story, but, to make it short, my boyfriend and i, after some time apart, are trying to get back together. he has a lot of symptoms of borderline personality disorder in relation to the abandonment issues and the way he is...
- this is a ds group for significant others, family, and friends of those with bpd. it's a place to find support, vent, seek advice, and to generally know that you are not...
- today, unexpectedly, i called my ex. i hadn't been planning on doing this, or even considering the possibility, but it was as though i was suddenly too tired to keep it together and pretend anymore that i could move on as if i was not in love with...
- it's interesting how much slower this group has gotten since i first joined. i imagine it's because people's lives change, and, in particular, people leave their bpd partners and thus move on from this site.makes me wonder about the future, what it...
- i thought i was making progress, and then i started being in contact with HIM again, my bpd ex. you know, it's just like they tell you-- it never ends until the nonbpd ends it.i spent all this time recovering, caring for myself, processing, and then...
- i have no idea why i can't imagine not having my (now ex) boyfriend in my life. the distance is starting to give me a better idea about his disorder, and i feel like i can see him more for who he actually is now that less hormones are involved in...
- a couple nights ago i had plans to go out with some new friends. i got such tremendous anxiety a couple hours beforehand that i had to lay down. i wasn't sure if it would pass or not, and i was seriously considering cancelling, but i got a little...
- i put so much effort into understanding my boyfriend's condition. i read books and articles and talked to people who had the disorder or who were with someone who had it. so much time and energy, and still we wound up breaking up.HOWEVER, i do not...
- hi there. i'm new to this group. i am not diagnosed with ptsd, but i don't know how else to describe my experiences. some history behind why i am here: i just recently ended a relationship with someone who i am fairly certain had borderline...
- can i just bitch about something? about a year ago i went gluten free. i suffered for years from chronic diarrhea, headaches, and fatigue, and when i took out the gluten for good, it all vanished.just like that.about this i couldn't be happier. but...
- up until very recently, my bpdbf has had the recurring dream that he's got his cell phone but he can't contact me because it isn't working. there is some variance in the dreams, but the theme is that he is unable to reach me when he needs me. or he...
- so last night after our little orphaned thanksgiving dinner i start talking about a band might start singing in... this is a delicate subject for my bpdbf, because he feels threatened by my activities as a woman in something that is predominantly a...
- i keep dreaming about my boyfriend in some form or another. i had a dream he was somebody else and i kissed him but it was still him. woke up feeling like i had betrayed him somehow...i had a dream he was sailor jerry (you know, the rum tattoo...
- i was in such a dark place this morning, and my SO was incredibly encouraging and supportive and gave me so much strength... i'd been spending so much time being skeptical of him and his behavior that i had honestly, shamefully, forgotten that this...
- my bfwbpd isn't the only person with trust issues. i have them, too. and it makes all the difference realizing this when enduring his outbursts and isolation.if anyone wants to share a weakness here, that'd be fun... :)