thamotivator

Well, last night I was not feeling well at all.  My stomach was very sour and my head was spinning and pounding all day long.  The search continues for a new job.  I have applied for so many jobs...

Exercise 5: i have already started exercise 5.  The Cup of emotions is exrcise 5.  Since going to see Dr tom, we have found a BIG rock in my cup, lol.  When i get stressed out, i try to play a...

in the book, Keep the Change, Life changer #4's exercise asks me to draw a diagram and label the measures i measure my self esteem.  What worldly values or pressures help determine my value?  Who...

In the book Keep the Change, Exercise 4 is about measuring your self esteem.I feel best about myself when i give to others, especially my family.  That small toy my son wanted.  That blanket my...

Today is different.  I woke this morning, and felt good for some reason.  I prayed a lot last night for guidance and strength.  I wrote that letter to sarah letting her know i am letting her go. ...

I just found out today that she has already filed for the divorce.  She filed on monday.  I am so cunfused.  I have tried to ask her for counseling, but she will not go. She continually blames me...

Well, I am done reading for the night, but i still have yet to talk about my issues that i have.  Today i spoke with sarah for a little bit on the phone, but she got mad at me, blew up, then hung...

Psalm 18:3; "The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock in whom i take refuge.  He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.  I call to the Lord, who is...

In life changer #3, it asks several questions, so this one will be long! But enjoy!What messages have you recieved from other people about yourself?  I have been told that i am an @$$hole and am...

Today while reading, the reading is from Psalm 8:3-9; "When i consider your heavens, The work of your fingers, the moon and stars, which you have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of...

Well, today started out very nerve racking.  I still havent heard from my wife or kids.  I was haveing a huge @$$ nicotine fit.  I NEEDED THAT SMOKE SOOOOOOOO BADLY.  But the great news is, i did...

Well, someone wrote a poem on post on the topic board, and I wrote a poem also.  I liked it, so I am adding it to my journal. Confusion sets in my brain, It feels like thick, dense rain, In my...

Today has just been an awful day.  I sat here in my apartment all by myself.  I have been searching for a new job.  I have realized that i need to find  a stable job that i can support my family...

Man, i am so angry right now.  I have no clue why i am angry.  well, i am a little upset at work, and upset with Sarah, and upset in general.  I am trying to be calm, but i just feel so upset.  I...

The book "Keep The Change" by Dr. Tom Zimmerman, the end of chapter one asks that I re-read the chapter and summerize what I have learned.  In chapter one, i learned that Change is truly...