thamotivator

Been sick all day today. I wish I had someone to cuddle with and to help me feel better. Just feel like crap today

I'm sitting here staring at my phone, knowing what I have to say and what I have to do, but I can't..... I can't..I can't even say what I want to say

Well, again in divorced and left for dead. My now ex wife doesn't care about me one bit. I lost my car, my job, and my apartment the same day as my divorce. I was homeless for two weeks before I...

I am not sure why I am always feeling worthless.  I have been trying to start a company, but failed miserably at that.  I have been trying to keep my marriage afloat, and failing miserably at...

I am horrible at writing in this journal (not to mention every other one I try to write).  But I am in a complete bizarre mood at the moment.  I am so very happy that I have found my fiancée,...

Well, I think when I started this website, I put too broad of goals to complete.  saying that anyone can 'fix' me, is a big thing to say and even fathom.  Maybe the problems weren't with me to...

Well, this goal is sort of a no good one.  I realized that in the process of 'fixing' me, that it wasn't really me that was broken to begin with.  I know that I am a veteran who suffers from PTSD...

WELL, I have been smoke free for a whole day now... im not stressing, or chomping at the bit, surprisingly, lets see how it goes for tonight!

Hello everybody and anybody who can read this.  It has been a very crazy past few years for me.  Things have happened I didn't want to, things haven't happened that I wanted to, god's practical...

Well, this weekend really sucked. It started of good. I was invited to go have a beer with a friend because she was promoted to a higher position.  So her, I and a few other friends had fun.  I...

Well, it has been awhile since i have written in my journal.  It is January 13, friday the 13th to say the least.  I was served with a restraining order, finally, on the 5th of the month.  I am...

I have not written in my journal in awhile.  i have been going crazy with the holiday blues and have determined that this was the worst christmas i have ever had.  I would have rather been in...

I have been reading more and more from my books.  I have spent time with my boys a lot.  i am very happy about that.  I have been trying to work on myself more and more lately.  I can only do so...

It has been a few days since i have written anything.  Today is Sarah's birthday, and i feel bad, because i am not in her life.  I ordered her a bouquet of lilies, her favorite flower with a card...

This past few days have been very weird.  I Blew up and lost my temper a few nights ago with Sarah.  I personally feel that she is trying to take the children away from me.  She still will not...