malibumark

Do other people fight with their mind and body relationship regularly so that it derails them into abstractions like I do rather than just staying focused..?I suppose I don’t want to be something...

I opened up to a fellow priest tonight, he is married and has a child and is not a hieromonk, like me, he is a formal priest (and priests can marry in orthodoxy).he is a very high octane person,...

What I mean by that is that if I am just into what I am experiencing, I don't think in terms of practical'take care of yourself' and planning type stuff. We all gotta do it, it's just in the front...

I tend to find myself in the study of life. I find myself needing to know all the different lifestylesout there, and the bare essential relationships and make something out of all of it.I need to...

I wrote this to my father and then offered it to chat GPT:It’s weird Dad, I know we all have got to take care of ourselves. I know we all have to find a relationship to take care of, for ourselves...

The tallest candle is for all of us!

I’m back in Edinburgh now. Tomorrow I return home.It’s been and overwhelmingly good positive trip.I’ve met some wonderful people, made a new friend and now I am resting in preparation for my...

Yesterday was my birthday and i didn’t tell anyone on the trip until dinner. A few of the fellow travelers wanted to and did buy me drinks. It’s been an amazing trip.I really am refreshed and...

Please don't mind this journal. I'm doing well. The ideas in it helped me. I am doing well, I wrote this last night. Tis' all part of healing/growing:I thought about tonight how when I am alone, I...

Sometimes I just wish I could lead a life of making decisions logically. It’s like a constant scramble and shift from lunacy to order and rationality at times. A friend described her experience...

This seagull came to my room window, so  I gave him biscuits