malibumark

I find myself here, with not much to do and no complaints whatsoever.So I start to think on giving myself a goal, like 'a rock to push up the mountain.'(The analogy is a reference to the Greek legend...

Remembering the awesome wisdom that no one will care as much about your health as much as you. I'm in a awkward situation, and I wish I could reach out to my therapist, I am taking the reins of my...

I was spending time alone at the apartment this morning, taking care of chores and then keeping Blue occupied. I had all that apartment to clean and life to take care of and he, Blue, just watched...

About to start work here.Build your life and fill your heart!These are things that I'm telling myself.Life can seem empty at times but I'm giving myself what I want and need. Glad and grateful for...

I have this potential move across country that I'll be trying for 3 months in the Fall.When I came home from work today, as I wrote in the previous journal, I was extremely fatiguedand felt fatality....

I don't know why I haven't totally gotten used to it -but when work was about to start, I reminded myself tobe self responsible and that kicked me into high ready gearto do the work. It's a solid 4...

Just here at work waiting for it to start.Things are good. I find my embattled moments when my mind attacks me is about me needing someone or something to relate to and so I'm starting to give myself...

I felt I made some strides yesterday with my mental healthI was able to be strong and relaxed in a social gathering with my familyand it was great. I feel so loved and appreciated and saw with open...

my day was up and down - from vaguery, to self knowledge and back again...moods of pleasantness and woe - highs and lows - I wish I had a better connection with my mindbut I think that's starting to...

I'm going for a hike soon. I'll head out at 545a, when the sun comes up a little more. Right now there's only a little glow of dawn morning light.

had a emotionally undulating day.good moments.not such good moments.moments where my relationships challenged me.and some nice moments and nice connections.i am trying to go to sleep now - and...

Maybe it's because I don't have too much of a plan today,maybe it's just the nature of how the day goes...we all have bad days,I was having a decent kind of a day - and then my heart sunk...and I've...

Some days you can’t see a way forward,Some days you just gotta swim. :)