Who you are and human need
I was spending time alone at the apartment this morning, taking care of chores and then keeping Blue occupied.
I had all that apartment to clean and life to take care of and he, Blue, just watched me zipping around. He meowed like crazy and I knew he wanted some activity too. He would love to have something to play, I realized, with and so I made sure to stop and give him attention.
In the quiet of my after that I kind of realized what I wanted or what I liked in life and accepted it with no judgement. I knew I had to take charge of it and Dad then called and invited me over and so I came over. Good or bad I accepted who I was and yet then realized among my parents that I may still want that sense of appreciation which I think is my charge to find on my own. Human need surfaces and we have to cop to it and be self responsible about it and all that we do. It's just a helpful realization and I'll talk to my therapist about it next time.
The couple hood of my parents taking care of life and surviving strikes me as well. It's something.
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learning how to accept without judgement has created a profound chain of paradigm shifts in how i view the world.
is a screwdriver good or bad?
i can use it for fixing things or stabbing my partner to death.
is my questioning nature good or bad?
it just is what it is. the good and bad depends on how i use it, each and every time i use it.
one turn at a time. . .
A screwdriver with orange juice and vodka I’m all for