malibumark

but do we struggle each day with life only tocome home, turn on the tv and watch people struggle with their lives?lol

today i have been thinking about what my 'wants' areas well as what my 'needs' are.they definitely haven't been coordinating themselves within me.I've been thinking about vanity vs. need as well,...

gosh help me big guy upstairs!gotta keep on keepin on.I don't want to go outside.I don't want to do anything that my suburban homestead areahas to offer...eat, drink, shop, work...repeat.maybe I'll...

I'm lonely but sometimes I'm glad to be alone. I'm recognizing I need to live responsibly but also therapeutically for my own health needs. Heck I think we all need to do that. I know that being...

I'm here at work early. I bought an iced tea and I'm waiting in the Starbucks until my time to start. Things are good.Not sure what to write about, guess I'm just saying hi. Work is definitely...

I had a great meeting with my therapist yesterday.I talked to her about my trip to my friend's monastery, this year, in March.I am going for the longest time I have yet to spend there. 3 weeks. The...

I settled down to bed tonight but as usual I had difficulty....feeling restless and disconnected from sleep..I thought I would 'get away' with not doing the usual routine.Was just kind of lazy and...

I am so grateful to be going back to work tomorrow.Here I am today, after starting this morning with a sense of no valueand just as though I were a vessel for life, empty. I wanted to reach out to my...

I don't know how to say it so well or maybe I feel kind of timid about saying it.I was feeling like I had no value today after yesterday's social event for some reason.At first I felt depressed and...

woke up this morning and made coffeeand drank it in bed.Felt an unusual sense of independence after yesterday's writingsbut then felt like reaching out to family by textto say good morning.I didn't...

Good morning folks.just drank coffee in bed, Blue is on my lap sleeping and I am watching the news.I'll wait a bit before taking a shower.I get a haircut on Tuesday, !!! My hair is like a poofy...