Enough
Today marks 18 years and counting.
I'm mostly just filled with gratitude and comfortable bliss today.
It's enough.
So nice to feel "enough" for a change. I spent months after DDAY worrying I wasn't good enough. Months after that worried that my husband wasn't going to be able to do enough to compensate for his choices. There were times when I felt like we'd never make enough changes to be able to become a viable, working couple. I had moments when I couldn't get enough - time, truth, honesty, answers, relief, revenge, respite, rest, resolution... and there were times when I felt like I couldn't give enough of myself.
Today is only one day, but it's enough.
I'm mostly just filled with gratitude and comfortable bliss today.
It's enough.
So nice to feel "enough" for a change. I spent months after DDAY worrying I wasn't good enough. Months after that worried that my husband wasn't going to be able to do enough to compensate for his choices. There were times when I felt like we'd never make enough changes to be able to become a viable, working couple. I had moments when I couldn't get enough - time, truth, honesty, answers, relief, revenge, respite, rest, resolution... and there were times when I felt like I couldn't give enough of myself.
Today is only one day, but it's enough.
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yahoo for you! sounds like some real healing... a good place to be :)))