valgal18
Status: other grandma in hospital and grandpa just passed away
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today i took one of my tests that i missed.....i didn't do very good.....it was expected, but i'm okay with it....i just kind of am accepting things....seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow and i'm gonna...
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so i'm pretty much feeling 100% better.....i just have a headache....i finally slept through the night....and now i'm just hanging out....i drove to school today to do my labs that i couldn't do...
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so i'm pretty much completely recovered from the stomach flu.....the only thing is that my sleeping pattern is way off.....i got a total of 5 hours of sleep last night after 2 hours of sleep the...
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i woke up this morning from a very creepy and very real dream and puked my guts out......my head is KILLING me and my stomach is all queasy....i feel like crap....i missed school today and i have two...
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so this past week i told my therapist that i wanted to go away and leave....and i kind of get my wish.....next wednesday after school my dad is gonna pick me up from my apartment and then i'll spend...
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on wednesday i was at school and sometimes my jaw clenches shut and it takes me a minute or two to open it so i opened it and i heard this loud pop.....and since then my jaw hurts, like someone...
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i posted this morning that i was gonna do the nail thing.....i got to school and i did it a bunch of time....i counted and it was 21 times.....i can still see the marks.....the thing is...i want to...
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the mom of that family that i babysit for texted me last night at 11:20 and i was asleep....she said her mom was in the hospital and that she wondered if i could babysit, but she didn't know what...
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i feel so blah......had urges to cut today but i fought them off....but i dug my nails into my arm, so i kinda faltered.....but that's not as bad as cutting so i guess that's okay.....self care was...
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there are so many negative voices in my head!!!!!!!!!! those voices are just bringing me down.....i feel like i don't care about school anymore.....those negative voices, like i said, are just...
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i'm an emotional mess......things happened today and i'm just...crazy......i have so many negative voices in my head that i don't know what to believe.....my mom helped me kind of calm down but when...
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i scheduled a therapy session yesterday for today....after the initial shock of finding out i might not pass the class i was fine.....and i thought i was gonna BE fine.....and i thought as i pulled...
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i talked to one of my teachers today because i'm getting an F in her class even though i shouldn't be....i asked her if she thought i would be able to pass her class and she said no....i felt...
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today was my first day back to school after spring break....i got to school and realized that i forgot to put on jewelry and immediately i knew that i was gong to have a bad day.....my OCD jumped...
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so this past week was spring break............i worked and then i had practicum for three days, so it wasn't really a break for me, but whatever.....i had fun.....today i was supposed to have another...
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