negative voices........

there are so many negative voices in my head!!!!!!!!!! those voices are just bringing me down.....i feel like i don't care about school anymore.....those negative voices, like i said, are just bringing down my mood....i feel depressed....like you have those great days and then you have those bad days....it feels like for the past few days i'm having bad days.....my OCD and BPD are through the roof right now....my OCD is, like, controlling my life right now....it's really bothering me and i just want to live my life without any stupid OCD ruining it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!