Proud of myself today

I am leaving my husband...... That being said wouldn't it be nice if once the decision was made you could just be DONE!   STBX, is facing his sixth back surgery sometime this summer, I just cannot let myself get drawn into his stuff because of the surgery.  Any way after the extreme encounter of the other day..when started drinking and drinking while on oxy today, I just quietly said he would be wise to be careful and walked away ( yay for me!!!).    He tried to push my buttons and so I told him not to push at me because I was not engaging and it was disrespectful.  He shrugged his shoulder indicating that he did not know what I was talking about.    Just reinforced my decision to move on in a big way. 
So proud of myself for my reaction or lack there of. Thirty minutes of meditation, as soon as I eat something I am going to the beach for a walk. Amen.