Part II Is Put On Hold
Dear Fred:
Part II is put on hold. I have found I am not able to actually write about the things that took place between the time I left off writing on Part I and when Nick died. I tried writing it out in my journal book here at home and found I could not go any further than I did here on line.
Maybe some day the images, the horror , the pain will be reduced enough to relive it long enough to write about it. That time is not now. I discussed this with my counselor. She agreed this should wait and I should continue to journal about feelings and emotions that I can handle writing about. So, I will do that.
Thank you for understanding.
2/7/2012 Darlene
Part II is put on hold. I have found I am not able to actually write about the things that took place between the time I left off writing on Part I and when Nick died. I tried writing it out in my journal book here at home and found I could not go any further than I did here on line.
Maybe some day the images, the horror , the pain will be reduced enough to relive it long enough to write about it. That time is not now. I discussed this with my counselor. She agreed this should wait and I should continue to journal about feelings and emotions that I can handle writing about. So, I will do that.
Thank you for understanding.
2/7/2012 Darlene
Replies
Darlene, we can only do so much at a time.... you will continue when you are ready. Know that I am thinking of you and can\'t wait for our DS gathering so we can give some real hugs..... ((HUGS))
Darlene, some memories are too painful to live through more than once. You will know when and how to extract the pain that you still hold in your heart over the events that led to Nick\'s death. Sending you love and hugs! Connie