gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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11-1-09: Good Grief!!! The last three weeks have been nuts! Last night (early this morning) my mom's husband/my step-father (for 13 years) had a heart attack. He is in CCU and there is...
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10-28-09: Well, a sad time.....our family friend passed away. He was only 51! Basically, he died from repiratory distress. (the flu) He just didn't get care in time. He is the brother of a...
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10-24-09: What a crazy week! White-out day was on Scott's 24th birthday. (Thursday, October 22) Seeing the Grim Reaper come into every class, all day, was hard! I did have to go to the...
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10-17-09: Today is twenty-eight months since Scott died. He would've been twenty-four on October 22, this coming Thursday. It just seems to get harder, in so many ways. Someday he will be...
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Sat., 10-10-09: Okay, life, enough is enough! This has been one of the craziest weeks! Beginning on Monday I started a new schedule at school. I have been removed from my normal classroom,...
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October 2, 2009: Change the way you look at things and the things you look at change..... I am trying! I seriously have, what I believe, an enemy at work. No, I am not delusional. It is the...
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9-26-09: Wow.....I almost put 2007....seems as I am stuck on that year. Stuck is the right word. I have much to look forward to and yet I am STUCK! I just miss Scott so much. This journey...
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9-16-09: My son, Chris, came over tonight with his girlfriend, Sarah. They delivered the news that I am going to be a Grandma! I NEVER thought this would happen! I am thrilled and also a...
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9-3-09: On the way into school this morning the teacher that made comments, yesterday, waited for me to catch up to her. She told me she was waiting for me. She said, "I was pretty harsh...
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9-2-09: One would think, after over two years of people saying stupid things, I would be used to it. Not so much! Today a co-worker, who I get along with well, blew me away with her comment. ...
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August 28: Well, I made it through the first week of school! YEA! It was only a four day week, but seemed much longer! Schedule change after schedule change! Maybe we will be in the swing...
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August 18: I miss Scotty so much! I have missed him since day one. But now, it seems even more intense. I guess this is what the third year has to offer. The longer he has been gone the...
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8-10-09: I am tired of being so anxious! I went on a great camping trip and enjoyed it. However, there was always this anxious feeling. It is like I am stuck in the fight or flight mode. I...
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8-5-09: Kenneth has been moved to a long term care facility. He did, however, squeeze the doctors hand, on command, yesterday. But, he is still in a coma. I hope to see him tomorrow. My...
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7-29-09: Night before last I found out one of Scott and Adam's friends was in a SEVERE car accident on the eleventh of July. I don't know why we hadn't heard. Kenneth was one of Scott's...
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