gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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October 4, 2010: I did not realize I had not been on here for so long until I looked at my last journal. Thank you for all the comments and support.So much has/is, happened/happening. My mom is...
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June 23, 2010: Well, I made it through the horrible week. It has been hard. I have been thinking about so many of my DS friends "making it through", too. A cousin of mine, who I haven't seen...
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June 16, 2010: Well, Thursday, the 17th, is "the day". Three years! It seems like a minute ago and yet a lifetime! I know things are getting more and more different each day. They are not...
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June 11, 2010: Well, six more days until "the day". As I have been reflecting on what it was like those six days before Scott died, I have remembered conversations...one in particular. He asked...
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May 29, 2010: Not a bad day, today. I went to a Springfield Cardinal's baseball game (minor league) and it was actually a good game! To top that off, the choir, from the school where I work,...
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May 17: Today was a good day...something joyful, for a change! I have my first grandchild! A girl. She was born at 10:05 a.m. and weighed seven pounds, six ounces. And, a good friend of mine...
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May 14: I went to a graduation ceremony at the high school where all my "boys" graduated. Only one of my sons actually participated in the ceremony. Scott was not one of them, by choice. This...
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May 9: Okay, so many tears this morning, Mother's Day. I still feel like I let Scott down.......if only I had gone in when I heard the "funny" breath..... Anyway, I made it through the day.My...
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May 9: Here I am again...another Mother's Day without one of my "babies"! I am sad for me and all the other mom's here. This is just WRONG!
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May 7: I have been in such a funk! I think it is because Melisa's date is May 24th, Scott's is June 17th, and Mother's Day is just around the corner. Also, I am so ready for my summer break! ...
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March 22: I actually had an okay day today. I got to be totally alone, in the house, for about three hours! That was awesome! I have not had that in a very long time. I am a person who...
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March 21: Wow! It has been a little over two months since I journaled. I guess that is because everything stays the same and yet is so different.I have been plagued this winter with multiple...
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January 16. 2010: Ick! That is how I feel! The weather here is much warmer...we went through a week of BRUTAL cold. But, the sky is so grey! I am tired of winter and the added depression...
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1-11-10: I went to the cemetery yesterday. It was cold and the snow was quite drifted...I almost got stuck. I hadn't planned to go but "something" kept telling me I should. Once there I took...
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1-8-10: Oh! My first entry of 2010! I am so glad the holidays are over! Christmas day was not awful. However, the day after, I lost it. So, instead of wallowing in sorrow, Craig and I...
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