gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Saturday, 1-31-09: Okay...I am just here. I went back to work yesterday. I worked Monday and then Friday. It will be a VERY hard week next week working five days! On Friday our class went on...
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Thursday, 1-29-09: Whew! The weather here has really been something! We missed the big ice storm this trip.....poor Arkansas! That was us in 2007 and 2008. On my way home from work, Monday,...
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Monday, 1-19-09: I go back to work tomorrow. I have had four days off and feel a bit better. I still don't want to go! I am just really getting lazy! I love my job but love just hanging out...
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Monday, 1-19-09: I go back to work tomorrow. I have had four days off and feel a bit better. I still don't wan't to go! I am just really getting lazy! I love my job but love just hanging...
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Friday, 1-16-09: I had big plans for today...doing tax stuff...lol. I didn't do it, though. I drank too much last night and stayed up too late! I just didn't feel good today. My choice. ...
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Sunday, 1-11-09: I actually went to a baby shower today. It was for a "girl" I baby-sat eighteen years ago. I just couldn't not go. I only knew a few people there, so it was really a stretch...
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Thursday, 1-8-09: Yet another missed day of work. I just can't seem to get well. First of all, I overslept. I called in and told "them" I was running late. About an hour later I called back...
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Friday, 1-2-09: Aargh!! Only two more days off! I am not ready! I still have a lot of sleep to catch up on! Seriously, I am blessed to have a job. I know that. There are so many...
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July 2, 2011: Went to the cemetery today to put a 4th of July pinwheel by Scott's grave. Caretaker's took almost ALL his flowers and other things away. :( They even took a handmade wooden...
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Well, it is the eve of Scott's fourth Angelversary. The last time I saw him alive was the night before he died. Time makes it different. But, it does not make it better or easier. I hate...
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June 8: Just finished reviewing my first year journal. WOW! Some of the ladies who commented are still in my life, some are not. But, all of them are in my heart. Mostly I am on facebook...
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May 14, 2011: Posted a couple of photos of Charlotte's visit. It was fun to be a tour guide for her. However, there just wasn't enough time to do everything. The first day we visited Scott and...
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May 6, 2011: It's been a long time since I last journaled. I guess it just seemed like too much effort. However, I think it is long overdue.I am still struggling as much, if not more, than I...
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1-12-11: I just have been feeling really down, again. I miss Scott so much. For a while, although I always miss him, I was not having the gut wrenching pain. But, here it is again...I wonder...
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January 2, 2011: Mom passed away October 27, 2010. She was able to be at home, thanks to Hospice.My "sister" has been a greedy, self-serving, B****! Karma will take care of that.Poor Chris, my...
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