ann54
Status: i feel disjointed, much anger at myself for not getting out of many situations, will it all ever end? way to much stress and anxiety
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things have not been good. dad went in for emergency surgery, had 2 feet of small intestimes removed, that went well but after surgery it all went t shit. he suffered a heart attack and has...
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well time is going by and i feel so confused and angry and frustrated over life and some things i could do to maybe change and i am not doing. got very disturbing news about dad last night. colleen...
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i have been waking up or waking up early with an anxious pit in my stomach, like doom is about to descend, yes it is on days of work but that cant be all. it is an awful feeling, makes me feel sick...
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hi, glad i am finally journaling, i hope somethng helps. i have been in relapse for about 4 months, maybe more. to much stress, anxiety, anger over thingas i cant control that i not meanng to in the...
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well, i have decided i need to journal or go out of my mind. i have relapsed, i am finally admitting it and have falen into a bit of depression, i dont give a shit attitude, anger, tiredness, bad...
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i know it has been forever since i have been on and i think that has hurt me. i feel i have no support except for a few close people and i really need it. there are no support groups around here and...
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i decided i should journal how i am doing and see if it helps to write it out. it has been a week and a half in my new position, same company different store, different duties. parts have been good...
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i have been struggling mentally and physically for a long time now. i am trying to juggle handling my mother who is not well but at the same time i cant stand being around her. she is 88 and my dad...
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well it has taken me forever to get back on and journal and i have needed too. though it has been so long i dont know where to begin. i have ben having intensce feelings of being ugly and fat, though...
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I haven't been to god with eating lately, my hours at work are screwing me up and I have dropped a couple. however tonight was awful, had a god snadwhich with the ids at a restaurant and went to the...
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i don't even know where to begin, it has been a long time since any journaling and these times of late is when i needed to the most.i have been going through a awful stressful situation with work and...
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it seems like a long time since I journaled, I never know what to say and none of it seems very important except to me. life has been not so great for awhile now, work is very unsettled, I now have...
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so I made the decision to stop working at macys, I feel like a failure but it was eating me up trying to juggle everything and the stress was adding instead of helping. this is the first time I have...
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i cant remember what i have journaled about but i think i already journaled about work but it is worse now. this coming week she has me down for 8 hours, 2 4 hour shifts!!!! i was doing computer...
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well, I weighed myself again last night at susans and I don't believe I have gained anything back, I am eating more, not a lot but that should show I would think. I am actually at the point of not...
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