ann54
Status: i feel disjointed, much anger at myself for not getting out of many situations, will it all ever end? way to much stress and anxiety
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i am finally journaling as i am so upset i have too before i go into work.i left my old position making subs and salads because barb, old boss of 10 years came up to me and asked if i wanted to work...
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i am finding it so hard to do what the dr. wants and even dr. m. set up an easy plan using the food i had bought as he knows my money situation. i haven't done it yet, just parts and today i cant get...
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david called last night and said he and laura were coming down this weekend and would I like to have dinner Friday night, this meaning me cooking. at first my mind blanked out the events of that...
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i cant believe how long it has been since i journaled, i have been posting on various sites lately. i found out on Thursday that from the blood work i finally did on Tuesday, only 3 months later,...
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yesterday I felt kinda okay, though had no apetite but forced food anyways, dinner was esp. hard, no hunger at all. it is not because of an actual sickness, I just feel off, I have been dizzy,...
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I am in the mood again about david, I have been initiating small non confrontational texts so I don't appear always "needy " as I apparently am, he does reply back however I am done, I am sick of it,...
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I will start with the latest bad luck in the money story. it is funny yet not. I was visiting my sister and nala was with me. I had her off leash on the front porch and of course when she heard kids...
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i never thought I would see the day that my child would turn 32 and, the age peter, their dad, was killed. it is surreal to me, she looks so young and It brings home to me how young we were, with 3...
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my headaches have stopped and sadly I have stopped breakfast again....weighed myself last night and I had lost a few pounds before below my lowest I should be had kept weighing and it was slowly...
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my stress and anxiety levels are way to high and I had to fight back tears yesterday at work. I cant stand it anymore having to work and open 2 stations, mine is very intensive in prep work and they...
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I have much to say and opinions I would like to put down, but I just cant seem to do it. I have struggled with journaling for days now, and it only helps me, it is frustrating.one thing that I think...
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before my usual bitching and whining I have wonderful news about my daughter colleen, she took the test and passed and is starting next Wednesday into a LPN course!!! I am so proud of her, she had...
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well im sorry I left such a short sentence and left one wondering. there was so much in our talk I don't even know what to write. when david called I thought he was calling about mom and hr eye...
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not much time to get into it all but david and I had a terrible talk last night which ended with my crying and then we hung up.
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I finally have a day off, yippee!! the snow storm didn't amount to much, yeah and today we are having a heat wave, in the high 20s but back down to 9 tomorrow.it was a really long week, thought it...
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